(◕‿◕) The WriTing Fingers

a whole conclusion for the month

2012-02-07T18:59:00.001+08:00

lets make it short..

first of all,i'm moving out from presint 8 to presint 11...

it's kinda far from presint 8 and

Putrajaya Lake Club for rowing training..

however,it's not a big problem since i can take a bus...

there's a lot of bus in Putrajaya..

secondly,i got number 2 for the

Putrajaya Ranking Race last weekend...

Alya won it...she was great indeed..

it was a really great game ..though i didn't win,i still can improve my time for the race from 4.18 seconds

to 3.59 seconds..

i'll try to make it better..improve my fitness..

so watch out Alya!!!

(giving up is not my first choice) ....

nevertheless, i was awarded for one of the best straight line steering of the day with Roland Tey and Alya..

it's all thanks to coach whose been coaching us with patience...

Best straight line steering of the day - Roland Tey, Alya Mazlan and Balqis Ruslan who steered a perfect line without any buoy lanes

Another Selection for Rowing ;)

2012-02-03T00:29:00.005+08:00

last year,we have gone through a rowing selection to go to Singapore for Asia cup Rowing competition..

and this year, there's another selection that will be held on this 4th and 5th February to select people to go to Singapore
...do you remember the Putrajaya Boat race that was held 2 weeks ago??

so,hendak dipendekkan cerita,orang2 yang akan terpilih nanti drpd race tu akan pergi ke Singapore untuk perlawanan persahabatan dengan Singapore's junior team..team yang kami lawan ari tu..

kalau nk bawak ramai2 x cukup dana,jadi kena la buat selection untuk pilih the best..

these are the rowers name...and the schedule..(mls nk tulis balik..copy ja la dr fb)
This Saturday, 4th Feb – Putrajaya Ranking Race(SingleSculls)
This Sunday, 5th Feb – Putrajaya Ranking Race (DoubleScullsWOMENS
SINGLE SCULLS TOP SEED
1. Balqis
2. Aqilah
3. Alya
4. Hidayah
5. Yani
6. Famiera
7. Afrina
8. Sabariah
9. Fatin
10. Khai
11. Fatimah
12. Aimi
MENS SINGLE SCULLS TOP SEED
1. Mohvindh
2. Idris
3. Azim (S)
4. Saren
5. Erik
Unseeded: Azim (L), Roland, Jamil
For SUNDAY 5th FEB
M2X Pairing
M2X A: Saren/Azim (S)
M2X B: Idris/Erik
M2X C: Mohvindh/Azim (L)
M2X D: Roland/Jamil
F2X Pairing
F2X A: Balqis/Hidayah
F2X B: Alya/Aqilah
F2X C: Yani/Fatin
F2X D: Famiera/Afrina
F2X E: Sabariah/Khai
F2X F: Fatimah/Aimy

p/s:cuak bila tgk list ni...aku pair ngan dayah untuk event double scull...hopefully boleh menang n selected...insyaallah

Happy Chinese New Year ^^

2012-01-31T23:36:00.001+08:00

ok dah lambat nk wish chinese new year..

tp memandangkan sekarang bru ada masa nk wish,so why not...

better late than never :)

actually,i've been very busy last week..

cuti raya cina balik kg la kan...

anyway,about the boat race that i had with the Singapore's junior team.it was GREAT!!!

though we didn't win all the event,but we did well i think...

alhamdulillah,i won the single scull event..alya and qila won the double scull woman event... another 3 event were dominated by the Singapore's team...though we didn't win,but we gave our best..it was a close match..

next race would be on 18th of February at Singapore Pandan Rowing Centre..

the selection will be on this weekend..i don't know whether i will be selected or not..but i will try my best...

wish me luck OK :D

here are some pictures of it..enjoy ^^

the TROPHIES

yay! i'm short..i know that..

fixing the oars

from the left:aqilah,alya,me,xander,benjamin,bill,nadzrie,kai yi

from left:aqilah,khai,fatin,dayah,yani,alya,kai yi,amirah,lin and me :)

that's all :)

p/s:thanks to my sister for giving me a new pair of shoe :)

i love you lah EMONGSTER !!!!!!!!

friendship race with Singapore junior squad.

2012-01-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

i would to invite you guys (who live in Putrajaya or somewhere near) to Putrajaya Lake Club at 4.15 p.m tomorrow (saturday) to witness a rowing race between Putrajaya and  Singapore and give support to our home team as we do our best against  the experienced Singapore team. Who will be titled Champion? Come on  down tmrrw and see for yourself!!

ALIKE but not ALIKE

2012-01-13T09:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes,if we meet twins,we cannot differentiate between the two of them..

their face look just the same right..

however,without we realize,photos actually can reveal differences between twins...

National Geographic magazine have spotlighted twins in the January 2012 issue..

The potraits from photographer Martin Schoeller, consider the small differences 

even among those with identical DNA...

lets see how they look like...

source:YAHOO

the MISSING piece

2012-01-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

salam...
so,WHAT HAVE I MISSED for THIS YEAR??
i miss school!!!! and my class too!!!
 
sebenarnya,x terfikir pun nak update blog hari ni disebabkan penat bekerja..
tapi memandangkan esok aku cuti,jadi apa salahnya..
dah hampir 2 bulan tinggalkan sekolah..
rindu jugak kan..betul kata cikgu, kita yang dekat sekolah ni x tau
ada macam2 perangai orang kat luar sana...
cerita pasal sekolah,sebenarnya aku agak tertarik dengan post dekat blog wan faiz  pasal perkara-perkara yang dirindui semasa dekat sekolah...
antaranya yang aku rindu (copy from wan's blog) :
1) Hangout dalam kelas

-" The best thing ever! Waktu paling  best lepak waktu cikgu takda dalam kelas. Terbaikk. Pernah ada hari hari  yang memang tak belajar langsung. Memang heaven pergi sekolah time tu.  Tapi kadang kala macam ni memang mati kebosanan...."(kadang2 time2 macam ni mmg heaven kalau tidur, gosip2 and copy jawapan untuk homework yg x siap.copy Wan ja la yg paling best..hahaha)

2) Dengar radio dalam kelas

- " Awesome, kelas kitorang je yang ada radio dalam kelas. Kelas lain x da... Hahaha. So kitorang memang selalu on radio time bosan bosan  or bila nak buat homework. Sambil tu kitorang sing along lagu lagu yang  best. Hahaha. Pagi pagi kitorang dah pasang radio. Memang cool habis ah..." bak kata Wan...

3) Main Speed dengan Uno

- kalau ckp main Uno dengan speed jangan ckp lah dengan budak2 kelas kami..kami mmg number 1 la bab main game ni..nama ja sains tulen n penuh ngan pengawas,tapi main speed n uno mmg kami pro ah...nerd-nerd jugak,main main jugak kan...

4)MAKAN DALAM KELAS

-yang ni,Wan x tulis...mmg favourite aku la mkn dlm kelas....bukan aku ja yg mkn dlm kelas,budak laki pun ada jugak..yang paling best bila ramai2 bawak bekal,then kongsi..potluck tiap2 hari..mmg best...
kdg2 x sempat nak breakfast kt rumah,so bwk la bekal pi sekolah,then pagi2 tu jugak mkn tambah2 bila cikgu math lambat masuk kelas..HAHAH *evil*

5)cikgu math lambat masuk kelas

-ni pun perkara yg aku rindu jugak..hehe..kira aku ni nakal jugak la kat sekolah..tp aku agak suka bila cikgu math lambat masuk kelas..slalunya kelas math waktu pagi..kadang2 aku x siap homework math,so time 2 la copy jawapan kwn..heheh..yang paling best bila cikgu math terlupa ada kelas math pagi tu..so,enjoy la kami cikgu x dak dalam kelas...huhu...

banyak lagi benda yang nak tulis..tp mata da kuyu dah ni..walaupun ada kenangan pahit,tp lagi banyak kenangan manis time dekat skolah...rindu sekolah..benda dah berlalu..so,let bygones be bygones..
anyway,ni ada video Mohvindh buat..adoi,lawak gila Anwar...

manisnya berbaju kurung

2012-01-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّبِيُّ قُلْ لِأَزْوَاجِكَ وَبَنَاتِكَ وَنِسَاءِ الْمُؤْمِنِينَ يُدْنِينَ عَلَيْهِنَّ مِنْ جَلَابِيبِهِنَّ ذَلِكَ أَدْنَى أَنْ يُعْرَفْنَ فَلَا يُؤْذَيْنَ وَكَانَ اللَّهُ غَفُورًا رَحِيمًا

Wahai Nabi, suruhlah isteri-isterimu dan anak-anak perempuanmu serta perempuan-perempuan yang beriman, supaya melabuhkan pakaiannya bagi menutup seluruh tubuhnya (semasa mereka keluar); cara yang demikian lebih sesuai untuk mereka dikenal (sebagai perempuan yang baik-baik) maka dengan itu mereka tidak diganggu. Dan (ingatlah) Allah adalah Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
Al-Ahzaab 33:59

actually,i like to wear baju kurung..

kalau boleh pi mana2 pun nak pakai..

KALAU la kan..

zaman sekarang ni jarang la nk tgk org pi mana-mana 

(shopping complex ka) pakai baju kurung (unless org pejabat or time bulan puasa) ..

kalau pakai,haih pelik ja nanti kena pandang ngan orang...

tapi sebenarnya apa salahnya kalau pakai baju kurung..

bukannya x pakai baju pun kan..

dah la selesa pakai baju kurung...

x dak la ketat mcm nangka busuk... 

orang pun sejuk perut ja tgk..

x dak la org lain dapat dosa tgk kita kalau kita pakai x menutup aurat..

dipendekkan cerita, MANIS kalau kita berbaju kurung..

 p/s:x dpt dosa pun..pahala yg dapat..*insyaallah aku pun seboleh-bolehnya nk sentiasa menutup aurat* 

kisah Nur Amalina Che Bakri

2012-01-06T09:28:00.000+08:00

salam...

sekarang semua dah heboh kan pasal Amalina ni..

siapa yang x kenal Amalina Che Bakri ni...

She achieved 17 1As - a record for number of 1As achieved by a student 

in the history of Malaysian education. 

She was sponsored by Bank Negara Malaysia to study medicine in the United Kingdom,

 and did her A-levels in Cheltenham Ladies College in the UK.

sape yang x tau rumors pasal dia kan...

and the interesting part about this is everyone is concerned about her..

kalau boleh semua nak tau kan pasal dia.. orang kata amik berat..

kalau nak tulis kat blog ni pun confirm da lapok...semua org da tau..

mesti org ingat nk tulis cerita pasal isu Amalina tidak memakai tudung & 'bersosial'..
but lets read this first..i got it from Dato' Dr. Haji Mohd Fadzilah Kamsah's facebook...

"As salamu'alaikum shbt FB yg d hormati. Akhir2 ini terlalu ramai yg tanya saya ttg isu Nur Amalina, pelajar pintar yg dpt 17A dlm SPM yg d thn akhir bidang perubatan. Dia bertindak spt kebanyakan remaja lain yg belajar di luar negara. Doakanlah agar dia lulus pd Mei depan ni n pulang utk berbakti d Msia. Juga doakan agar dia jadi Muslimah yg Allah redha. Dgn menyebarkan gambar n video clip, kita akan memalukan dia n keluarganya. Memalukan org DOSA BESAR. Kitapun tak sempurna.Semua org boleh berubah n taubat. Kitapun belum pasti sempat taubat sblm mati. Org yg sibuk betulkan dirinya, TAKDE MASA NAK CARI SALAH ORG LAIN. Drp sibuk mengata, baik kita doakan dia n semua org jadi baik."

-Dato' Dr. Haji Mohd Fadzilah Kamsah-

memanglah amik berat tu x salah..tp jangan sampai ke tahap mengumpat dan mengaibkan orang..

kita sepatutnya sebagai saudara haruslah membimbing,bukannya menjatuhkan... 

sedangkan nabi pun memaafkan umat,apatah lagi kita manusia biasa...

renung-renungkanlah..selamat beramal :)

according to me

2012-01-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

according to me,

there is no fair and square in life..

but there is only circle...

if life is fair,

everyone would be the same..

there is no different between people..

no rich and poor people..

no smart and stupid person..all is the same.. 

but if there were ups and down ,

justice will be form....

and everything will be balance.. 

we may be ugly,

but our pretty hearts makes us more than anything..

we may not be smart,

but smart people help us to be smarter..

we may be poor,

but rich people needs us to work with them..

we need each other to balance our life..

then,WHAT IS THE MAIN POINT of this post??

i don't know..i just want to write...

writing is my new hobby (i think) ...

i'm not a good writer..but at least i have tried my best ...

and this post is only from my point of view..it is all ACCORDING TO ME...

if you are not agree with me,please forgive me...

i am just a normal human being trying to write what i feel about the world

..i am not perfect..i make mistakes.. 

feel free to drop a comment...

=_=

2012-01-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

sibuk sibuk sibuk

okay x sempat update blog..

(on9 pun pkai phone ja..tu pun kejap2)

next time jumpa lg nah ;)

salam :D

life after SPM

2011-12-26T10:16:00.003+08:00

so,it's been a while since i didn't update my blog..

i was very busy indeed..

i'm working right now..

(i think almost all SPM's student are working right now)

my job is not that great ..

i'm just helping my father at his shop

as a cashier and updating the stock in the computer as i am the only one who knows how to do it for the last two years...

since the price of petrol had increase, 

hence the price of groceries also increase...

then,many update on the price had to be done...

besides,there are also lots of new stock that need to be upload in the computer...

so,i'm the one who were responsible for it..

it's not hard,but it is also not an easy job..

it needs a lot of patience...that's how i spent my spare time while waiting for SPM result..

i hope it can give me a lot of lesson..insyaallah..

anyway,last friday,abah received a call which surprised me..

it was a sad news..

abah's cousin,Hamid Othman or mostly known 

as abang Mid by abah, had died because of stroke..

it was the first time i 

heard his name because 

abah's family is very big... 

i didn't recognized some of them..

including uncle Hamid..

abah kata arwah tu bekas Menteri di Jabatan Perdana Menteri

n penasihat agama bertaraf menteri kepada

Perdana Menteri, Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad...

x sangka plak ada sedara yg duduk dekat ngan kami..

smalam pun terjumpa org kampung time shopping...

..keciknya dunia....

apa-apa pun takziah buat keluarga arwah..

p/s:keep in touch with me k ;)

there are more story to tell you guys :)

bila angin berubah arah

2011-12-13T22:12:00.002+08:00

salam...

x tau mcm mana nak start..

so,this is my introduction..

cuti sekolah, x dak benda yg sinonim dengan cuti sekolah selain daripada makan,

tidur dan membesar (ternak lemak)...

oh,lupa pulak,aku mana ada dah cuti sekolah..dah free daripada sekolah....

sementara tunggu result ni,memang ada masa free dalam 4-5 bulan..

sepatutnya aku kena pi kerja,tp memandangkan aku dah mintak tp

x dapat since ramai budak2 sekolah mintak kerja skrg ni,

jadi aku ingat nk spend sebulan berehat n tolong  mak buat kerja rumah..

tp masalahnya sekarang ni,BORING sangat2 duduk kt rumah sorang2 daripada pagi smpi ke malam..

aku sampai dah boleh ingat cerita apa tayang kt tv,pukul brapa ulangan dia...

kadang2 tu kalau abg2 n kakak aku balik 

rumah tu x da la boring sgt..

mak n abah bawak keluar makan,

n ada depa ceria la sikit rumah tu...

so,x da la aku rasa lonely sgt kalau depa ada..

walaupun kdg2 depa suka buli aku,

i didn't take much attention into it...

maturity has grown in me...

owh,almost forget about this,insyaallah in about 3/ 4 months ,

i will be moving from presint 8...

finally!!!it's been 10 years we've been living here...

it's time to move on...

jadi,ari sabtu yg lepas,aku pun tolong mak kemas2 barang dekat bilik n stor..

it's a preparation before moving..buku2 aku pun dah berkotak2..tu belum masuk lagi baju2 lama,kertas2 x guna,brg2 x guna...

haih..byk-byk..

it was really tiring..

then,ari ahad lepas tu,aku pi rowing plak...

disebabkan ari sabtu tu letih kemas brg,aku bangun lambat ari ahad..bila khai telefon tanya pi rowing x?,

aku dah kelam kabut..

so,lari lintang pukang la aku pi kelab tasik..

pecut macam lipas kudung..nk kata dekat kelab tasik tu,x da la dekat sgt..

tp kalau jalan dlm 15 minit..jarak dia dalam 700 m..

letih gila..bila dah nak smpi dekat kelab tasik,nampak Khai n Saren tengah jog dengan budak2 rowing yg lain..

aku pun join la....masuk kt kelab tasik,letak bag..

say hi to coach Dan n coach Leong,then join the group ,

jogging lg satu pusingan...termengah-mengah aku..

rasa macam nk pengsan...

lepas habis jog,gather ramai2 bincang nak naik bot apa..

so,on that day,we were trained by coach Dan...

so,i was quite thrilled because i like the way he's coaching and i haven't met him for about 5 month (if i'm not mistaken) ..

i was putted in squad with hidayah,khai n muna..

we were trained to race with the guys..

so,after the training we had lots of bums ,legs and muscle pain because we push till our limit..

nevertheless,it was worth it since we didn't have any single race for 5 month..

no pain no gain right??

my goal for rowing after this is to increase my stamina..

"you got the strength but you didn't have the stamina"..

i still remember my coach saying that to me before this..

i'm not going to stop rowing after this though it is really tiring because rowing make me feel alive..

and i'm also not going to stop from 

going to music class with the band though 

my saxophone had broken by someone unknown....

insyaallah,i'll move on with the clarinet or perhaps trumpet..

i have played it before..

i think it will not be a big problem..insyaallah..

p/s:sorry kalau ayat belit2...

malas nk susun ayat elok2...

ingatkan nak buat short update..

tp malangnya,bila tangan dah mula berkata-kata,

nothing can stop it..

simptom-simptom penyakit berbahaya

2011-12-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

(gila macam ni kot) 

simptom-simptomnya adalah seperti yg berikut:

#malas update blog

#malas visit blog org

#malas segala benda

jadi secara keseluruhannya, MALAS la puncanya...

haih,malasnya nk update blog!!!

bukannya apa,skrg ni x jumpa benda best lagi nk update..

however,i'm up to something..

so just wait for another post from me..

okay!!!

no more SPM ;)

2011-11-30T18:11:00.001+08:00

finally,

i've finished SPM...

no more school after this..

no more heavy textbooks..no more uniforms....

however, ironically,i didn't even feel happy or excited after finished the last paper for SPM today..

i don't know why..but one thing seems stuck in my mind...

i am not finish with SPM yet..the real victory is when i got the results..

no matter what the result is going to be,

only on that moment i can feel relieved...

so right now..there's a lot of thinking need to be done..

what am i going to do after this??

working???wasting my time onlining???or going for rowing camp???

what course would i take in the university yet??what is my plan???

huh..so many things to think of..

future oh future...

p/s: oh!!!i almost forgot about this...

to the reader of my blog,sorry if i didn't give a visit to your blog..now i have free time..

so,feel free to reply my comment ;)

sincerely *girl next door*

SPM oh SPM

2011-11-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

seperti yang semua dah sedia maklum,

SPM dah start....

so,aku pun kurangkanlah aktiviti tulis2 blog ni..

bukannya apa,SPM kot!!!sapa yang x takut..

kalau x pass SPM buat penat ja lah study 11 tahun dekat sekolah...kan..

setakat ni alhamdulillah,lima subjek dah jawab..

Bm, English, Tasawwur, Sejarah and Mathematics...

so far so good..

BM ada yang susah,tp still boleh jawab..

yg paling mengejutkan,soalan peribahasa senang plak kali ni..

tp aku boleh cuai plak...x pa lah..benda dah jadi kan..

English paper was quite TOUGH..

i mean really tough..unexpected kind of question for summary...

why it has to be HUMMINGBIRD for it???never mind,as long as i can answer it...

then Tasawwur Islam paper was ok..paper 1 was a bit hard...but paper 2 was just fine..

as long as i can answer it,then it will be fine...(i HOPE so) ...

then,comes Sejarah...hell yeah..it didn't give us any chance..

susah gila la...paper 2 soalan dia lawak sangat2..

selepas menghafal dan membaca 2  buah buku fakta, soalan yang dikeluarkan hanyalah seperti 'Apakah perasaan anda menyanyikan lagu Negaraku?' 'apakah lagu kebangsaan negara kita?' 'apakah yang perlu kita lakukan bagi menghormati lagu negaraku?' ...lol...lawak kan...kebanyakkannya soalan KBKK...structure questions were actually quite ok....soalan dia mcm yg aku tulis tu...however, soalan ESSAY mcm x nak bagi peluang langsung!!!after all,i can just put my hope on fate...so,let bygones be bygones...

and lastly,Mathematics...

even though it was hard,but i still manage to get the answers...alhamdulillah,i got 1 wrong on paper 1..i was unlucky though..when i want to change the answer,the teacher took my answer sheet ..so,i get didn't had the chance to correct them..paper 2 was really2 hard though i can answer all of them...

apa-apa pun..aku berserah kepada takdir ja la...

usaha sudah..doa pun dah..tawakkal sahajalah yg tinggal..

5 lagi subjek tinggal!!chaiyok2..

not going to SCHOOL anymore

2011-11-01T18:59:00.001+08:00

i'm GRADUATING tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't believe it...

don't you think so??

it seems like it was just yesterday my mom sent me to school,

and tomorrow i will GRADUATE..

30 days left to leave school..

13 days left for SPM...

wish me luck!!!

insyaallah,i can do it!!!

formspring.me

2011-10-24T18:27:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://www.formspring.me/balqis94

coincedence

2011-10-24T18:00:00.001+08:00

:)

i bought a new spec..

and it was just the same as Mohvindh's spec..LOL..

such a coincidence...

well,i'm proud to be his *new* twins ;)

26

2011-10-19T18:24:00.000+08:00

tinggai 26 hari ja!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aish..sabaq2..

relax... jgn tension2 ;)

Nasi lemak

2011-10-12T19:34:00.001+08:00

:)first of all,to remind you,i'm not going to write about the movie Nasi lemak 2.0 by Namewee...

it's about my Nasi Lemak business at school..

Throughout my life,nasi lemak had done a lot to me..

amongst all things in my life,it hold a special place than the others..since young,i had been exposed to nasi lemak...

i think all Malaysian does...

it was one of the most favourite food for breakfast that Malaysian would pick for every morning..

my mom took this opportunity to sell nasi lemak as a part time job besides working as a legal assistant

to gain more money to raise us..

though it was not as much as one would wanted it to be,it is still meaningful to us..

selling nasi lemak at a tender age of eight years old

had taught me to be more independent....

it was not easy to carry 20 packet of nasi lemak

which weight almost 3 kg (i think) for a child with a weight of 28kg...the plastic bag was almost the same size as me..

however,it never made me feel tired...

instead, it encourage me to do better in selling the nasi lemak until there's no more things to sell..

i feel glad to help my mom..she's everything...

i never feel ashamed to sell nasi lemak

everyday in this urban jungle...

i would even feel proud to be called as the "Nasi Lemak" girl.... in my opinion,there's no such things to

be ashamed for if we are doing good things..the sweetest thing about selling nasi lemak was the knowledge that i got...just imagine,an eight years old girl,selling nasi lemak everyday with the money that she got from the selling....

of course,her math must be good to handle the money..

she need to know how to handle the business too..

and the allowance that she will get from her mom..same goes here...the knowledge that i got 9 years ago,is still with me..stored deep in my memory lane..it is very useful indeed..

i still could remember what my mom said

"don't ever feel shy to do good things for your future..if you don't have a job,just sell nasi lemak :) "

sincerely,

girl next door ..

everything happen for a reason

2011-10-09T16:04:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

peace be upon to you :)

so,dah lama aku x update blog kan??

nak visit2 blog org pun x sempat....

ya lah..dah nak spm..aku pun ada kesedaran jugak ...

sebenarnya, aku balik kg ari khamis ari tu..

mak saudara aku meninggal...

sedih memang la sedih..tp redha ja lah..

lgpun org tu da sakit lama dah.....kanser tulang..

setiap kali balik kg mesti kami pi tengok dia..

aku lg rela tgk mak cik aku x dak,drpd dia duk sakit teruk..

apa-apa pun..kita hanya merancang,tuhan yang menentukan..

Allah lg sayang dia...kami memang plan nk pi tgk dia minggu depan,sekali minggu ni dia dah x dak..

sampai2 kat kg,dia dah x dak...redha ja la...

kehidupan itu sementara,kematian itu satu kepastian..

orang lain sudah,kita nanti bagaimana??moga dipermudahkan baginya...insyaallah..

hurm..talking about life..

it's time to talk about my life..

so,result peperiksaan percubaan spm dah keluar ..

slip dr kementerian x dpt lagi..tp kami dah boleh check dekat internet guna sistem analisis peperiksaan sekolah (SAP)...SAP sucks!!!!

kalau ikut grade biasa 70 da A-...so spatutnya result aku 10A la kan..tp klu tgk guna SAP aku dpt 7A ja =___= sekolah aku tinggikan grade...argh..tensionnya...75 baru A- ..

so..apa boleh buat :( ikut ja la...haha..

insyaallah,spm nanti aku x mau A-..

hopefully,straight A+..

go with the flow

2011-10-04T17:45:00.000+08:00

particularly,i'm not in mood to talk much..

i just feel stress under pressure.

definitely,there are mix of feelings..

i'm sad,depressed,lonely,what else??

sometimes,i laugh out of nothing...

i don't know what else i can do to feel better...

so,i can just smile....

i know smile can't help to solve my problem..

but at least it make me feel better..

don't you think so??

can you lend me your shoulders?

2011-10-03T17:44:00.000+08:00

i just want someone to talk with...

i feel lonely....

i've been spending my time all alone.....

i hope there's someone who cares about my feeling....

please....

winter

2011-10-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

you should not say like that to me..

there's must be a reason on my action for the last few months..

definitely,i am pleased to meet u..

but i'm not strong to face you and the truth behind it..

i am not strong like yesterday....

i got hurt over and over again..

i need time to recover..

seeing you everyday are not going to help me..

i just need some time..

there must be a reason over one's action..

believe me...

winter of my life :(

anyone of us

2011-09-29T18:27:00.004+08:00

I´ve been letting you down,
I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should´ve played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of..
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
´Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can´t take my heart will break
´Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

MOM

2011-09-27T16:20:00.001+08:00

6 years: Mom knows everything ! 

8 years: Mom knows a lot ! 

12 years: Mom really doesn't know everything ! 

14 years: Mom knows nothing ! 

16 years: Mom, what mom !

18 years: Mom is outdated !

25 years: Maybe Mom knows!

35 years:Before deciding, let's ask Mom!

45 years: I wonder what Mom thinks!

75 years: I wish.Mom was here to ask ! ♥ ! 

i love you mom..thanks for taking care of me :) 

=_____=

2011-09-25T20:13:00.002+08:00

(waktu kaki still boleh berdiri dengan baik )
okay...MALAS nak pi sekolah!!!!!!!!!!

sakit kaki and takut nk dpt result addmath...

adoyai...tolong2

:) BANDUNG

2011-09-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

yeah..

it's MEE BANDUNG...

NO!!it's SIRAP BANDUNG...

yeah yeah...actually i want to talk about BANDUNG =)

i've been out of the country for about 5 days and 4 nights..

it is quite an awesome trip to the other country since i've never been to Indonesia...

to be truth, Bandung is a cool place with a cold weather...

like Cameron Highland..i shopped a lot there...and since Malaysian currency is bigger than indonesian,so it's quite cheap to buy things there...i've turn into a shopaholic...LOL

we  went to Tangkuban Perahu and Kawah Putih..both are volcano...

the smell of sulphur is quite high there..but it is worst at Kawah Putih..

i was sick because of the sulphur gas and needed to take in oxygen gas by the rescuer..

overall,Indonesian are very friendly...our driver was very good indeed...i was satisfied by their hospitality and kindness....now, i'm back at home..

i miss Malaysia very much..like what malay said "berapa tinggi terbang bangau,akhirnya hinggap di belakang kerbau juga"

anyway,i've got some result of the trial...

i got 89% for Math and

95% for Tasawwur Islam...i am satisfied with tasawwur but not so much for math because i got high marks for paper 1..unfortunately,i failed to score more in paper 2..

what to do...that's my fate..so i need to work harder...

chaiyok2..

p/s:terlepas sambutan Merdeka-Raya dekat sekolah...sedih!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16 September `1963

2011-09-16T11:30:00.001+08:00

that's the date when Malaysia is born...

of course as a Malaysian, i feel proud of my country...

who doesn't??haha

today i woke up early to watch the special show for the celebration of Malaysian Day....

while watching the show,there are some kind of feeling which makes me want to cry..

simply i can say "PATRIOTIC" ....

yeah..it's been 54 years since we have achieve our independent day..

we should be thankful for our forefather who are 

braves enough to fight for our freedom and our nation success nowadays....

who thoughts that watching a show from a TV can make we feel more patriotic??

yeah,there are only some people dancing,doing formation of words and shape,marching,some singing of  the national anthem (Negaraku) and patriotic song...

but hey,it's not easy to work with a thousands of people...they need to work together,do their responsibility,even for a simple work such as holding the flags....

they work together despite their age,races and religion...this show the spirit of 1MALAYSIA...

eventhough we didn't participate in the program,but we can gain a lot of moral values from it... 

renung-renungkan..selamat beramal

O_O

2011-09-15T18:34:00.001+08:00

kepala saya serabut...

blog pun macam tu jugak la =____=

the real me..

2011-09-15T17:39:00.001+08:00

i just clean the toilet...

wash my school uniform..

eat..eat and eat...

tidy up my bedroom,arrange all the books on the bookshelf...

clean up the fan...hurm..what else??ah,clean the refrigerator....

hehe...i'm crazy right??? 

ahhh........

actually, 

i can't stand it..i'm scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's the truth..whenever i feel stress or tension, i'm gonna do all this stuff...

exam is almost over..only one paper left which is physics..

so,now i'm going to face the result of the exam that i've been doing over for the last two weeks... 

addmath teacher scared me.....

i don't care about other subjects because they are just fine...the exam was okay..

addmath was the hardest amongst all......

O' Allah, please give my teacher lots of patience in marking our paper, please give them light and open the door of their heart towards our effort,do bless us with a lot of patience and endurance towards anything that might hurt us..not to forget,the happiness in the world and hereafter...
p/s:habis la kena belasah dengan cikgu lepas ni..x boleh online facebook sebulan!!!!nanti confirm cikgu pakai baju merah...percayalah cakap aku =__= (confident ja)

hurm

2011-09-13T16:39:00.001+08:00

band rakan muda putrajaya dah beroperasi balik...

tapi aku x dapat join!!!!sedih kan...tunggu exam habis..sabar2..

huh..rindu nak main saxophone..lama x tiup saxophone and baca note..takut lupa..

gitar pun dah lupa nak main macam mana =___=

pancaragam rakan muda putrajaya dah tukar nama jadi putrajaya wind orchestra..cool kan..

i wish i was there....

a long sleep

2011-09-09T20:32:00.001+08:00

i want to wake up from this long sleep..

i want to wake up from the land of dream..
i don't want to loose in the game of life... 
i want to do well in the exam...

so,i have to work harder and smarter...go balqis..

burn the midnight oil and prove to everyone that you can do it..

it's the climb...

"Bukan mudah untuk mendaki gunung impian, tetapi tidak susah untuk mencuba mendaki sedikit demi sedikit"

hectic

2011-09-08T16:22:00.000+08:00

salam..

err...

it's not a big story..

but it's meaningful..

today is my birthday..

but  somehow,i didn't remember it at all...

ok..sejujurnya,kepala aku ni duk fikir pasal exam ja....

pagi2 lagi kepala dah serabut fikir nak jawab paper trial...

hurm..mata pun dah letih sebab tidur pun brapa jam ja...

memang penat la..

dah tu jawab paper agama hari ni..

memang berkat la..benda yang aku baca almost all masuk..

yang boleh aku ingat bila iqah tanya ari ni beday aku ka..

time tu macam...err....Aa'h...macam mana la boleh lupa..

x boleh celebrate beday lagi!!banyak exam x jawab lagi..sabar2..

ergh

2011-09-06T16:38:00.000+08:00

i'm too busy to be a busybody person..

huh,you think you are adorable??

indeed i don't have any feelings on you anymore..

just let me free with my own way of life...

why you have to put me into such a difficult situation..

i am no more longing for you!!!!!!

do you UNDERSTAND??

what are you waiting for??

2011-09-04T19:59:00.001+08:00

i'm BACK =)

Assalamualaikum.......

puasa dah habis..

raya pun dah start..

sekolah pun dah nak mula..

apa lagi??

say HELLO for another EXAM!!

trial2..

VA001A107 siap sedia untuk SPM

10 A+ insyaallah

i'm miserable

2011-08-25T15:13:00.001+08:00

i'm totally in pain..

dah la esok nak exam..

hari ni boleh pulak tiba2 ja nk jd gastrik....

Allah..only God know how does it feel...

i can't focus on my study...

it's horrible..i can't talk much..and my stomach is in pain..

i had a headache..to add flesh to the bone, my shoulder feel heavy..

it's like i had a sprained shoulder..i don't know how to describe it..

but whenever i turn my head to the left and right,i can feel the pain...

it's been a week since i had a sprained shoulder..

i ask for my sister help for some massage,but she is TOO busy..she said that she is tired..
hurm..what can i do..i'm all alone.. 

yes,i am stress..this feeling is killing me...

ember on September

2011-08-24T21:23:00.003+08:00

for tomorrow, the next day,and the next day and so on, i will be very busy indeed...

tomorrow,i need to study Tasawwur Islam and do lots of exercises..

and on Friday morning,i will sit on Tasawwur paper..on the evening,i will be going back to Kedah..

i'm looking forwards to it.. 30th or 31st of August, Eidul Fitri celebration..3 Sept, i will be going back to Putrajaya..insyaallah.... i will continue sitting on exam for SPM trial on 5 Sept-19 Sept..

night of 19 Sept ,i'm going to take a flight to Bandung..it's a family trip and i can't avoid it..

after that,i will be free..not to forget,my birthday is on 8th of September... (=

overall i'm excited..there's fire in my eyes..i'm ready for everything...i'm ready to fight..

set the fire...

disaster disaster

2011-08-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

it's a big disaster..

oh NO!!!!!

how can i be so careless with the question..

the test was not easy...totally complicated and testing my patience..

alhamdulillah,i can answer almost all the questions..

i don't know whether it's right or wrong..i didn't have enough time..

i did my best..so,i should not be worried..

it's better to fail now than on the big day....

i guess my target for addmath test is to get a C at least..

to be truth is,i am not really satisfied with my own self.. 

i want to answer all the question,but i'm stuck in the middle..

it's like i'm lack in doing exercise..

O' Allah,please guide me into the right way and give me strength to face this problem...

the most important is i don't want my teacher to be upset with me..

she sets a high target for me..

i don't want her to be mad..please Mrs. R ....

maths

2011-08-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

who thoughts that addmath could be interesting instead of boring..

i'm enjoying addmaths as i'm exploring the world..

now i'm getting ready for tomorrow addmath's test and also for tutor class with my partner..

i've found out that teaching friends or being teach by friends is greater than doing addmath's exercises by our own self..

i can also build my confidence into a higher level..that's good right..

don't you think so??

sweetheart

2011-08-15T21:39:00.001+08:00

If i could melt your heart, we would never be apart..

 If I Can't Have You, Nobody Can.

p/s: ciri2 seorang blogger berjaya aka pemalas..

sekian..

jejari yang sibuk membelek buku siap sedia

untuk Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia..KESIBUKAN melanda..

finally :)

2011-08-12T12:24:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah..

akhirnya cabut jugak gigi yang dah hampir 3 hari asyik sakit ^^

hurm...hari ni pi jumpa doktor..

pastu doktor pun tolong la aku cabut gigi tu..

kebetulan hari ni,sakit gigi tu dah hilang..memang bagus la..

and the most surprising thing is that it was a baby teeth..

tu gigi susu aku yang terakhir kalau x silap aku la..

disebabkan gigi susu tu x nak patah,

jadi gigi kekal yang sepatutnya tumbuh dekat tempat tu tumbuh kat belakang gigi susu menjadikannnya gigi berlapis..

orang kata ada gigi berlapis tu manis..

manis mmg la manis..

tapi gigi berlapis buatkan struktur gigi x sekata..

sebelum ni gigi susu tu x ganggu gigi yang lain..tapi bila gigi kekal tu da membesar & nak duduk dekat tempat dia yang betul,so, gigi kekal tu tolak gigi susu..n gigi susu tu tolak gigi tengah aku jadi x rata..

lepas tu jadi la sakit gigi ckit..then 3 hari yang lepas,aku try la nak patahkan gigi susu tu..

tapi...malangnya,akar dia still kuat n ada sikit rekahan ja..tu la yg buatkan gigi aku sakit..

jadi sekarang,aku happy gila sebab aku boleh makan dengan senang..sebelum ni seksa sbb gigi bergoyang...

:)) pastu boleh senyum puas2...dapat GIGI RAYA :D haha...

aku ada buat sikit research pasal gigi..

feel free to read?

Bilakah gigi susu perlu dicabut oleh doktor gigi?
1. Bila gigi kekal telah tumbuh di bahagian belakang gigi susu ( gigi bawah) atau gigi kekal telah tumbuh di bahagian hadapan gigi susu ( gigi atas) dan gigi susu belum tanggal lagi.
2. Bila gigi susu telah rosak teruk dan selalu menyebabkan gusi bengkak dan bernanah serta sakit yang menyebabkan kanak-kanak sukar makan walaupun pernah di rawat beberapa kali oleh doktor gigi.
3. Bila gigi susu yang menyekat pertumbuhan gigi kekal atau menghalang gigi kekal dari tumbuh ke tempat sepatutnya
4. Bila dah tiba masanya utk gigi itu tanggal tetapi tak tanggal-tanggal.Kerana biasanya bila gigi tu dah goyang sangat tetapi gigi kekal tak kelihatan bermakna gigi kekal ada di bawah gigi susu.
5. Jika takut utk cabut sendiri

DAh baca?

yang aku dah highlight tu adalah salah satu kondisi yang ada dekat aku..

alhamdulillah,x payah suntik bius ka apa ka..

yang paling penting x sakit..cuma darah kuar byk jugak mula2..

and still boleh puasa :)

actually,aku x pernah pi klinik..ni kali kedua aku setelah 10 thn x penah pi klinik..

mula2 nervous depan doktor tu...

mak aku pulak pi check darah,aku sorang ja kat situ..

lg la takut..tp x da papa pun..dktor tu baik..

salah satu cita-cita aku pun nk jd dentist :D

cool kan jd dentist..

gigi aku pun x kurangnya lawa (perasan) haha..

GIGI pun boleh jadi cerita besar...

anyway,i want to tell you something..

and i'm very glad to say so..

i've lost weight :O

i've lost almost 3kg since last July..

and i think fasting helps me a lot...

hope you are happy reading this..

wishing u all a blast and spectacular Ramadhan ^^

Melody of life

2011-08-11T15:42:00.000+08:00

the real value of life is not being rich,celebrated or living a long time..

Life is about how you value others..

and how others value you..

jadual anjal

2011-08-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

salam...

peace to be upon you =D

actually,i don't have a lot of things to tell today..

but since i am bored,so....feel free to read ^^

to make things short,i'm going to write in Malay..

yeah,it's been a long time since i didn't write in Malay.. feel awkward  to do so..

let's begin..

JADUAL ANJAL..

mungkin x ramai orang tau apa tu jadual anjal..

sebenarnya,jadual waktu anjal ni adalah jadual di mana kita belajar satu hari dengan satu subjek..

tujuan pendekatan itu adalah bagi memberi lebih kepuasan kepada guru kerana diberi  peruntukan masa cukup bagi melaksanakan pengajaran, malah menggalakkan  pelajar lebih berdikari dan seronok mengikuti kelas..

tapi bagi aku,kadang2 tu boring jugak sebab belajar satu subjek ja sepanjang hari..

bayangkan kalau subjek sejarah???lagi mengantuk..

tapi,setakat ni..alhamdulillah...dah 3 hari guna jadual anjal ..bm,bi n sejarah...semua berjalan lancar..

huh..,lupa plak..time jadual anjal ni pun kami ada exam pra-percubaan aka ujian Ogos..

stakat ni semua boleh jawab..macam biasa..

tp x tau lah hasil dia macam mana kan..

kita hanya merancang,tuhan yang menentukan..tawakkal ja lah..

hari ni subjek sejarah..waktu pagi kami belajar..

lepas rehat baru exam..

x tau lah kenapa sejarah pagi ni x boring..

mungkin sebab ada GMS kot..(GMS=guru muda sejarah)

aku salah seorang GMS...mula2 rasa kekok nak ajar group aku..

tapi lama2 makin best sebab semua paham..

pastu kami berbincang tentang tajuk2 yang mungkin masuk exam...yang seronoknya bila time soal jawab,semua excited nak jawab..alhamdulillah,ahli kumpulan semua sporting..

thank to Farina sebab dia tolong aku explained certain topic..kebetulan pulak,hari ni aku sakit gigi sangat2...susah nk bukak mulut...so,thanks a lot friend..

cerita pasal sakit gigi,nak tanya satu soalan..

macam mana nak patahkan gigi ??aku ada masalah gigi berlapis..semalam,aku x sengaja terpatahkan sebahagian gigi tu (x banyak,sikit sangat)..

lepas tu,keluar darah banyak gila n then,sakit gila..

memang macam orang gila la semalam..tidur x lena..sejarah baca pun x masuk..buat exam macam orang gila..

balik rumah muka pucat..masalah yg buatkan aku sakit gigi,gigi berlapis tu,kuat sangat sampai x nak tercabut..

bila sebelah yg terpatah ckit tu bergoyang,belah yang kuat tu akan jadi sakit...sakit sampai ke akar...

x tau dah macam mana nak describe..tolong~~~

onion =)

2011-08-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun =)

all day long,i PEELED the red onions...

not just a small basket of them..

but a bag of them...

not to forget,GARLIC is in the list too...

my eyes tears a lot yesterday..

and i had some bruise in my hand...

however,i'm still loving it =)

helping my mom cooking,washing all the dishes & all the big pots,cut vegetables and peeled the onions makes me feel great..eventhough it's tiring,but i can still study...

say Hello to GOODNESS

2011-07-31T21:39:00.002+08:00

tomorrow,we'll start fasting..Ramadhan is here already..

i am happy,excited and feel ecstatic to start a new day with a new hope..

however,i am also feeling nervous..

Ramadhan reminds me of my birthday last year..

and it's kinda scared me..i know,i'm supposed to be happy for this month because this is the month of barakah..

but............

it's remind me on lots of bad memories especially on my birthday..

i know Allah is just testing my patience with a hard time last ramadhan..

but,i'm still scared to face that moment..i don't know how to face it again..

the truth is that i don't want to remember it anymore..

let bygones be bygones..

yeah,it hurts me like a dagger stabbing through my heart..

but,what am i supposed to do?cried again?

absolutely no!!

i'm gonna start a new life after this..

whatever it is,life must go on..

p/s: Ramadhan is not just a word u can wish to everyone..

make sure, Ramadhan really mean ramadhan...do goodness..

and leave bad things..insyaallah ,Allah will always bless u..

LIKES

2011-07-27T19:20:00.001+08:00

salam,  kawan-kawan.jom 'LIKE'. FOLLOW je STEP dibawah..

my school entered a competition ..

we were chosen to be one of the top 10 in Malaysia..

nevertheless, the most famous video between these top 10 videos will be pick based on the number of the likes..right now,we are at the third place..very far left ahead..so,we were hoping for your likes..please ~~~~.jom bagitau  kawan2 dan sanak saudara.. :D

 please..we need ur support...

STEP 1 : LIKE page www.facebook.com/klikITNM\

STEP 2 : LIKE video http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=2204725715899&notif_t=video_tag 

way too scary

2011-07-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

why am i scared ??

there's no tsunami,earthquake and even typhoon..

nah,you forgot something..

the big exam (SPM) is around the corner..the trial for the exam will be probably in a month in time..

trial for SPM exam will be on 5th of August approximately..

and the real exam, SPM will maybe done in the month of October/November..

i'm not sure of it..almost 110 days left for SPM...

right now,i'm trying to lessen up a bit for not onlining and try to do more homeworks and exercise..

 it will be hard at first..but it will gone by time..

so,go gor it Balqis!!!you can do it..

prove to everyone that you can be better than what they've expected.. 

PMR (Perlu Meniru Rakan)

SPM (Sentiasa Perlu Meniru)

hahaha =___=...mengarut ja ni..untuk kanak2 bawah umur,jangan ikut!!

what a day ...

2011-07-21T21:27:00.003+08:00

today was hectic ..

the new boat err,new for us but actually it's old already, about 50-60 years had arrived from Melbourne..

we need to rig the boats and row them to the Maritime centre..

however,the container/truck that's bringing our boats was late..

and instead of starting to rig at 4, we started at 6 =___=

i am at home right now..

it's 9 0'clock..

luckily my mom doesn't mind so much about this thing because she's cool..

by the way,the boats was DAMN heavy..

we'll need about 10 people to lift it up for each boat.

all of them are four...

can you imagine how we feel to carry the boat..
owh..i forgot something..
the boats itself have their own name..
the first one is H.Potts..but we called it as Harry Potter since it's almost the same as Potts..lol..
second one was named Sir Edward Dunlop..we called it Dunlop..(anyway,it's name is like Sir Edward Gent that we learn in history)..lol..
third one is J.Banks..sounds like Tyra Banks huh..
we call it Banks..
and the last one is Frank..not Frank Swettenham..
they all are 4+ (quad) sweep boat ..
and theres another boats,which is double and single..
not to forget,all this boats are very classic one.
they are really charming boats with classic wooden macon oars..

Nice view right?

breaking the rules..we are not supposed to row after 7 o'clock..
but we're desperate to do so..so..why not?once in a lifetime..

rigging the bot..we're like mechanics..with grease and black dirt at the palm of our hands..
screw driver,spanar and nuts..

Presint 6 is the best place to enjoy the view of lake..
and there's almost 10 couples were here to take their wedding photo..

awesome huh :)

piss off

2011-07-19T18:26:00.001+08:00

air x dak!!!!!!!!!!

end of story..

dah brapa kali jd mcm ni pun x tau la..

sabar ja la...

budak lelaki depan pintu

2011-07-17T19:54:00.001+08:00

okay..

ni kisah budak lelaki depan pintu..

bukan budak lelaki sebelah pintu k...JELAS?hahaha...

x mau cerita byk..

tapi tadi ada orang ketuk pintu..

aku pun kelam kabut la lari nk bukak pintu since aku sorang ja kt rumah..

da sampai depan pintu nk bukak dah ni..

sekali budak tu ketuk..

"askum..mak cik~~"

lepas tu pun aku bukak..

haha..dia pun terkejut..skali bukan mak cik..

tapi anak dia..haha..

alkisah,budak laki tu baik gila,walaupun aku x rapat sgt ngan dia..

siang malam pagi petang mesti dia pi surau..even subuh sebelum pi sekolah mesti dia pi surau...

kdg2 segan jugak kalau terserempak ngan dia..almaklum la,aku ni x da la seberapa sgt..

biasa2 ja..hehe..apa-apa pun thank you budak lelaki depan pintu sbb bg souvenier td..

mesti sejuk perut mak dia ada anak macam tu kan..

4 TIMES

2011-07-13T23:21:00.008+08:00

huh..dah 4 kali tgk..still sama..

x brubah

apa-apa aja

2011-07-13T18:18:00.002+08:00

hurm..first of all..

tgk dulu video ni..

haha...la ni musim durian kan..

saja letak lagu ni..

cerita ari ni x dak kaitan dengan durian pun..

saja nk update blog..

yg penting hari ni aku happy sgt2 walaupun tarik tali tadi kalah...

haha..yang penting kami cuba kan3..x tau kenapa asyik senyum ja :)

haish..Alhamdulillah...

bukan senang aku nak rasa happy macam ni skrg..

The truth is...

2011-07-12T21:10:00.001+08:00

Actually,

this heart loves You.

this heart is missing you.

But i don't understand,

why love has not appear,

why longing has not blossom...

The truth is,

even if i've collected all of the diamonds beneath the sea,

even if i've showered it with the rain from Your seven skies,

though, love will not appear,

and longing will not blossom.

I try to forward a gift to You,

but maybe because of it's content,

it is not perfect and glorious..

i tried to shower it ,

to make it grow and blossom,

but maybe because of the water used is not as fresh as from Al-Kautsar well..

If i don't hope for Your blessings,

if i don't beg for Your sympathy,

to You o Allah S.W.T ,

please present your love to me,

please present my longing for You,

so that i'll know that my gratitudes,

are all Yours..

All praise to Allah S.W.T..

errr...no komen

2011-07-11T17:24:00.002+08:00

haha...bajet artis la no komen tu..

argh..macam mana nak start cerita ni.

mai sini,aku start dengan gambaq nak bg senang cerita kan..

nah!!sudah jelas lg nyata,

terbukti aku DAPAT masuk PLKN tahun depan .............

(sorry,gmbr betul x dak..nk bukak page PLKN lembab gila)

TAHNIAH la sgt kan3..

huahahahahaha...

apa perasaan aku la ni???

speechless..diam x terkata...

actually,aku x kisah PLKN..aku suka benda2 adventure mcm ni..

tp rasa mcm x puas hati..

kenapa mesti aku...aku tau,mesti depa pilih random ja..

masalahnya, rasa x seronok sebab aku aktif kokurikulum..

rasanya terlebih aktif sampai muka yg dulunya warna kuning langsat jd hitam berlegam mcm pungkok belanga..

muka mcm pakai topeng phantom of the opera..sebelah putih sebelah hitam..

ni semua semata-mata x nk masuk PLKN..

pada hakikatnya,mmg x membantu langsung..

ironiknya, ada org yg langsung x aktif koko, x dpt pun PLKN..

x adil..tapi nak buat macam mana..dah orang pilih random..

tau la nama aku ja yang start huruf B ....

abang aku dua-dua dah dapat PLKN..termasuk aku jugak..kak aku sorang ja yg x msuk PLKN..

drpd 4 org adik-beradik,3 org kena PLKN..

how unfair is this..ada orang yang anak tunggal dlm family pun x dpt PLKN..

x pa2..redha ja lah kan..think positive..

lagipun aku kan mmg suka kawad2 ni..bab2 nak hitamkan muka mmg aku suka.. =__=

lgpun 3 bulan tu x lama...pejam celik da habis..duk rumah nanti bukan buat apa pun kan lepas SPM..buat taik mata ja..lepas tu dapat elaun..dapat pengalaman baru..tambah2 kalau pi jauh2..boleh berdikari..and boleh rasa guna senapang (err..apa2 ja la nama natang alah tu..haha)

yg penting dapat ramai kawan baru..hampa ada??

(ceh,bangga la tu)dah cukup POSITIVE la ni aku pikiaq...dah2..malas nk pikir pasal PLKN ni..hopefully dpt yg dekat2 so that mak aku boleh wak mai mknn sedap2 kat aku nanti..haha (tu ja yg aku pikiaq la ni)

jejari yang penat menulis
siap sedia berkhidmat untuk negara :)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2011-07-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

finally, i can put my class picture into my photo book..

i like this picture..

don't you think so?

anyway,do you still remember about my photo book??

this book..

it's just a small and simple book stick with a lot of picture..

from the front

back of the book

when i have leisure time,i will spend my time cutting and pasting picture into this book..

it's not a diary apparently..haha..that's why i didn't write a lot in it..

i put a lot of my idol's picture in it..and also some facts from the magazine or newspaper..

besides having fun, i'll also get information..that's the concept

do you have one too??

wordless THURSDAY

2011-07-07T15:15:00.001+08:00

it's wordless THURSDAY not wordless wednesday..

it's weird, (and against the rules) i know..

yeah..but i'm wondering why it must be Wednesday while there are more days it can be..

how about Saturday..on Saturday,most of us spend our quality time with our beloved one..

it can be anything..why we must specialized it into only WEDNESDAY??

maybe it's a special day made by bloggers..but SORRY..

everyday can be wordless..i have a thoughts in my mind..

if we didn't have a picture to show our wordless WEDNESDAY,what are we going to do?

but today i have a picture which is very important for me..even though i want it to be wordless,but i want to say something about it..why?i don't know..the photograph itself can tell us the story..but different people have different point of view..maybe a person can see a picture of a birds as freedom..but others might tell that it's only a bird..that's my thoughts....if you disagree it's doesn't matter..different people have different point of view..

now..back to the topic..the photo i would like to show..

as you can see..it's my family..

today, i did something wrong..and might hurt their feeling..

i feel frustrated and sorry for them..

i know it's my fault for being too moody this morning..

hatred,anger,mad ..everything..i'm sorry....

i love you ..

just happy

2011-07-06T18:24:00.001+08:00

why am i feeling happy today?

i don't know..

i'm just feeling like that..

anyway,i like this song very much!!

anyone knows what's the title?

dying to know -,-

everything i do

2011-07-05T17:44:00.002+08:00

muka cari penumbuk -,-

Look into my eyes - you will see

What you mean to me

Search your heart - search your soul

And when you find me there you'll search no more..

hurm..it's been a while since i didn't updated my blog..

how does it feel Balqis?feel nothing??or are you just being secretive..

don't you want to tell me anything,my dear owner ?

it's okay..i know you've been into a lot..

i know you work hard to get the best in your exam..go BALQIS..

i will always do my work for you to get the bless from Allah S.W.T...

FIGHTiNG!!chaiyok2!!!if MALAYSIA can do it, you can also do the same =)

sincerely,the writing fingers ..

hahahaHAHA..motor rosak =_=

2011-07-01T18:08:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA..

td bru balik dr makan dengan abg aku..

sekali rantai motor putus!!!!!!!!!!!

nasib baik da dekat dengan rumah..terpaksa tuntun motor tu..

haha..tu la bang pudin..duk Merempit lagi ngan motor tu..

(padahal abg aku la paling slow bwk motor)...

alhamdulillah selamat smpi.. =)

esok mak balik..yay!!fullhouse :)

hotstuff :O

2011-06-29T23:29:00.002+08:00

english substitute teacher hotstuff kot !!!!

hahahaha =__=

cikgu tu x da lah hensem gila2 mcm fahrin ahmad/aaronn aziz..

tapi kt sekolah kami tu jarang jumpa cikgu laki muda..kalau ada pun cikgu praktikal..

hehe,mmg cikgu tu jd hotstuff gila2 la...

haha..setiap kali dia lalu perhimpunan atau lalu sebelah kelas kami ja,mesti kami semua serbu tgk dia..

even yg laki pun nk tgk!!!hahaha..

lawak gila..bukan minat sgt pun kat cikgu tu..tapi saja!!!

tp syiok kot mcm ni..ramai gila budak2 minat kat cikgu tu..

bg aku cikgu Mad lagi ensem drpd cikgu tu..dah la cikgu mad tu cikgu paling penyayang (kebapaan) gila..

go Cikgu MAD!!!

that guy

2011-06-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

that guy was a liar from the beginning..

he was the mixture of the charming mannerisms known by the women ..

he was a man of few words...

no wonder a lot of roses has fallen for him..

nah..he's just a liar..

he tricked us with his lie..

he was despicable..

once again..

we fall into his words.. 

as the poem says,

He had such quiet eyes

She did not realise

They were two pools of lies

Layered with thinnest ice

To her, those quiet eyes

Were breathing desolate sighs

Imploring her to be nice

And to render him paradise

If only she’d been wise

And had listened to the advice

Never to compromise

With pleasure-seeking guys

She’d be free from ‘the hows and whys’

Now here’s a bit of advice

Be sure that nice really nice

Then you’ll never be losing at dice

Though you lose your heart once or twice

p/s: i was shock with his behavior..who thought that a man like him can be more dangerous than the beast..i don't need that kind of guy in my life..

Every man carries a menagerie in himself; and, by stirring him up all around, you will find every sort of animal represented there.

he was the creation of desire, not a creation of need.

emotional

2011-06-25T01:47:00.001+08:00

hari ni aku nak jiwang karat sikit..

aku sebenaqnya malaih nak tulis..

tapi entah la..tiba-tiba tangan gatai nak taip..

padahai,aku mengantuk gila2..

alkisah, aku da 2-3 bulan menghilang..

maksud aku bukan hilang kat blog..

i mean, i LOST my ownself..

sebab tu la, kebanyakkan masa aku dulu,banyak dihabiskan berseorangan..

dalam pada masa yang sama,aku banyak kali mengalami masalah kemurungan..

depresion...boleh kata hari-hari menangis..

but cry in silence..of course, no one knows about it..

because i didn't feel like going to tell people about it..

ya lah..bayangkan,if you were in my shoes,what would you do?

memang aku banyak muram pada masa tu..

tercari-cari arah atau jalan yang manakah harus aku tuju...

kadang-kadang bila kita dalam kesedihan,kita cuba untuk mengatasinya..

berpura-pura seakan-akan tiada apa2 yang berlaku..

tapi kadang-kadang usaha kita tidak berhasil..kita hanya merancang,tuhan yang menentukan..

walaupun aku dah cuba macam2 cara, aku masih tidak dapat mengawal perasaan sedih,kecewa & marah dekat diri aku sendiri..

kenapa aku marah dekat diri sendiri?hurm..jawapan dia,kadang2 aku pun x tau kenapa..tapi aku sentiasa mahukan kesempurnaan..namun begitu, ada pepatah yang mengatakan ketidaksempurnaan itu ialah kesempurnaan..

aku cuba memotivasikan diri...aku x akan putus asa dalam menjadi yang terbaik..ya,dalam pada masa yang sama,aku sedih..

banyak perkara telah terjadi dekat aku..pelbagai musibah telah menimpa aku..

dan tibalah pada suatu hari......akhirnya timbul satu perkara di mindaku..

kenapa aku jadi macam ni?kenapa semua perkara jadi serba tidak kena dengan aku?

dan akhirnya,aku tiba kepada satu konklusi..semuanya berpunca daripada satu sifat yang selama ni aku pun tidak sedar akan kehadirannya..rupa-rupanya,aku ni seorang yang tidak tahu bersyukur..

aku marah dekat diri sendiri,sebab aku x pernah nak bersyukur akan nikmat yang tuhan bagi..

aku marah bila musibah menimpa aku..pada hakikatnya, musibah tu ujian Allah dekat kita..semua org akan mendapat ujian Allah..begitu jahilnya aku sampai aku x pernah nak rasa bersyukur dekat tuhan..

starting from that moment, i tried to live my life to the fullest..if people hates me, that's their problem..i'm still going to treat them nicely..i'll try my best as a god's servant,a daughter,a student,a friend and as a human..

i'll try to minimize the mistake that i'll make..be obedient,has a gold-heart,and not to forget i'll never forget my parents..the first and foremost is Allah..insyaallah..

alhamdulillah..now,i had found my true one and only, myself.. i thought i would never had this kind of opportunity for one more time..but Allah knows more...HE gave me rain with storm first to make me realized the beauty behind it,the RAINBOW....as saying says, there's always a silver lining in every cloud....

and yes,there is it..i had found it..alhamdulillah..

now i can hear the sound of spring slowly creeping into my life..

and yeah balqis..don't forget this..SMILE =)

SEVENTEEN

2011-06-21T19:22:00.001+08:00

padahai umur aku baru 16 tahun.haha..

beday aku lambat lagi..bulan sembilan weyh...

la ni aku duk takut...

KETAQ!!!!

dah nak SPM..tau dak..SPM..

sijil pelajaran MALAYSIA...

macam mana aku nak score straight A+ padahai result aku la ni macam haram ja...(mencarut,mencarut..kerat lidah baru tau)

la ni..straight A pun x sampai...straight A- boleh la kot...eh.tp still ada satu B..tiap kali exam mesti ada subjek hancuq...

result bahasa inggeris macam apa tau...macam mana grammar pun boleh salah..setakat information transfer,budak sekolah rendah pun boleh buat...haish..apa la aku ni..BILA x tau nak sedaq ni..

tapi aku happy gila babi..x dak la sampai jd babi..

first time descriptive esssay aku dapat 30/50 ...grade D tu weyh..bg hmpa mmg la rendah..tp nak tau dak sblm ni aku dapat brapa untuk essay??aku dapat belas-belas ja weyh..bygkan..dalam lingkungan 17-25 ja markah aku..sedih x sedih....la ni dah dapat result exam midterm..aku dapat no 10..nasib baik dalam top 10 lagi..

teringin jugak aku dpt top 5..first time aku dapat top 5 seumuq hidup aku tahun lepas ja la..waktu periksa akhir tahun..rasa macam nak lompat bangunan ja time tuh.........haha

la ni jgn harap la nak dapat..kalau dpt straight A pun,nk dpt no 8 pun susah..ni result aku..

AG-90

TASAWWUR-86

MATH-84

BIO-79

ADDMATH-78

SEJ-75

BM-75

CHEM-73

PHYSICS-72

BI-66

...ada 1A+,2A,6A- and 1B ..tgk A aku ada variety of choices..hampa ada??hahahahahaha..........(mereng)

sawan babi lekat x tau pasai...dah la..malas aku nk ckp pasal result..buat aku sakit hati ja...

seronok main RAGBi!!

2011-06-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

ya la..tadi aku main ragbi dalam game bola baling..

team lawan ganas sungguh..siap cekik lagi tuh..

kesian-kesian..

macam mana nih..haha..

apa-apa pun,menang ka,kalah ka,we still did our best..

wira wira..haish..hantu mana rasuk hampa nih..

“Win as if you were used to it, lose as if you enjoyed it for a change.”

Lucky

2011-06-13T18:02:00.002+08:00

i was lucky to be one of the most important things in your life...

i don't know what else to say..

you know me as you've been living with me for the rest of your life..

you're not lucky to meet me,but it was me ..

who else can be better than you??

i mean, i've met a lot..

but none of them seems to know me more than you know..

even though you're far from me, but you treat me as you live near to me..

why i didn't realize you?you've been really nice to me since we met..

i was very happy that you didn't forget me though you are busy...

your sincerity is enough to make me feel grateful..

you are a good student,not to forget you are also a good friend...

i know,5 month is not long..

but a day without your jokes will make me feel a bit lonely..

what to do.. this is our fate..both of us have our own responsibilities..

i know both of us will miss each other..it's been a year since we known each other..

and during this period,we didn't meet at all..

i wish you a good luck in SPM..hope you'll get what you want..

insyaallah..who is he?JENG JENG JENG

anak pak cik Keynes =)

eh..tersilap la..hehe..nantikan kemunculan mr.unknown..

p/s:i've been living in my own dream huh..such a shame..but it feels good..

a lesson

2011-06-12T21:14:00.001+08:00

today i met with my brother..KORI =)

he's finally in college..

seeing him studying, make me realize, if he can do it, why i can't do it..

a long time ago, he's not that type of person..he is lazy to study..he likes playing games..

but now,he is studying without anyone instruction...

if he can study,then i should do the same thing..study HARD and study SMART..

i just need to take a break from keeping in touch with LAPTOP..

i know if i'm with laptop,no works will be done..

instead, i'll be onlining..not studying..

so...i think this is the end of it..

i will update when i'm free..that would be on weekends...

school,training,homework,cough??HUH..is this really happening..

2011-06-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

i mean,is this really happening to me?

or is this just a dream...

two weeks school holiday seems nothing..

argh..i just adapt myself to this..

why?WHY..

and i'm not feeling so well for sure..

my cough is not recovered yet..

maybe it's because of taking shower at midnight when i was in Singapore..

yeah..i never take a shower at midnight because i know i'll get a flu if i do so..

for some reason..

i suddenly came to hate school..

not because of homework neither because of the results of midyear test..

it's because something that is a person which is not a person..

let me get it short and straight forward,

i finally realize that some people can't understand other people even though they know each other...

some may look as a human, but they are the animal inside..such a hypocrites..

do you get what i mean?

some are like roses, we have to look out for the pricks!!!

i learn that sincerity makes the very least person to be of more value than the most talented hypocrite...

that's all..

i need to move on

2011-06-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

apart of being a student, you have your own responsibilities..

not just studying... 

responsibilities of being a daughter , a part of the family, a god creation....

living a life is not easy..

the WORLD is tough..

at your age

you will always be confused between JOY and HAPPINESS..

RESPONSIBILITIES and WORK ..

you should realize how much burden you are to some people..

you owe them an apology..

forget about your relationship with that guy..

 forget about that damn guy..he's not the only one in this world..

there's a lot..Balqis..and you forgot something that is more important..

you have the love from God..

love from your family

..friends

and last but not least,you need to love yourself..

uuuuh~~ asian cup

2011-06-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

well..

aku baru balik dari Singapore..

5 days missing..hehe...

nak cerita apa ha..banyak nak cerita ni..

sebab lama..

yang penting competition tu berjalan lancar..

(ada la sikit2 problem between M'sia dengan dengan PLC "putrajaya lake club")..berebut bot punya pasal la..kami x dak bot double yg cukup..da bincang ngan organizer s'pore..n depa kasi bot no 9 (which is malaysian boat..tapi bot tu m'sia da x guna sbb depa dah kalah...jadi kami la sepatut guna..masalahnya,team m'sia buat kedekut,jealous kat kami..x mau bagi kami guna bot tu...last2 kami dapat jugak bot tu..hehe +__+..

huhu.. and paling x best SUKMA pun x dapat tgk....x tau apa jadi kt sini..

kawan masuk tv bukan main ramai lagi..asal la time aku x dak bru nak masuk tv..

congrats to Haziq (tobek) sebab dapat no 3 kayak untuk SUKMA..

and jealous gila bila tau classmate aku masuk tv untuk trip sekolah pi UK..

shhh...ni yg jealous..haha..x pa la..

Asian cups competition tu okay la..

not bad..dapat ramai kawan (kami lawan sapa dapat kawan paling banyak..hahahaha =__= )

lepas tu,dapat pengalaman baru..be more independent..

yang penting,walaupun kami x menang,

tapi kami dah buat yang terbaik..

dapat masuk final pun jadilah..

aku masuk event single scull and lightweight women double scull...

tapi malangnya, event double scull kami terpaksa dibatalkan..

kenapa??sebab kami mai timbang berat lambat..

kami x diberitahu yang kami patut timbang berat pukul brapa..

bila mai ja kat tempat timbang berat,dia kata dah x boleh..

sedih gila time tu..

tp x pa..aku ada event single scull lagi..yang lain boleh masuk event double sculls open...

untuk event single scull,aku kena pass dua saringan untuk masuk final..

and alhamdulillah,mungkin nasib aku dapat masuk final,walaupun aku x pernah menang pun race tu..

time aku pun teruk gila...tapi nak wat macam mana..fitness aku teruk..lepas ni kena increase stamina lagi..

cik din,manager PEDAMA (persatuan mendayung malaysia) kata aku boleh..

tapi stamina ja kurang..ok2..lepas ni hari2 aku pi joging increase stamina..

at least org tau aku ada bakat..coach kata technique da bagus..sama ja macam Philippines, Hong kong, Myanmar, Thai n Indonesia..tapi malangnya STAMINA kurang..

ckp pasal stamina, teringat pulak pasal FOOD..

well,as you all know,susah nk cri mknn halal dkat s'pore..

sehari kami makan 4 kali...

breakfast kami masak sendiri..well..independent kan..

pagi mkn half-boiled egg,peanut butter with bread and hot Milo..

hari2 mkn telur..sampai tgk telur pun dah jemu..

kena mkn jugak telur untuk protein...

lepas b'fast, kami ada training..dr kul 7.30 till 9.00 a.m..

after training ada race..

selalunya lepas race kami mkn lagi...pukul 11 la..

mkn roti dengan tuna or salmon..for energy..

kdg2 kalau race start lmbt,kmi mkn dulu sblm race..

then tido sekejap sementara tunggu race..

kalau nk tau, dekat sana kami kerja makan ja!!makan tido..makan tido...x pernah x cukup makan..

terlebih mkn ada lah....sebab kami walaupun x dak race,kami still ada training..and petang2 joging..

sometimes,angkat boats dengan oars pun da macam mandi peluh..

cuaca mmg panas gila2..

pi mana2 kena bawak botol air..

sebab tu makan banyak x pa..sebab banyak benda kena buat..

kali ke-3 makan , time lunch..

lunch coach bawak kuar mkn..senang cerita kami banyak mkn ayam..

nasi ayam penyet..nasi padang lauk ayam..

dinner,mkn kfc..kadang2 makan nasi berlauk..

nak buat macam mana..negara orang..bru la rasa rindu gila makanan kat m'sia..

tak lupa jugak, kami pun pi jalan2..

rugi la kalau pi negara orang n x melawat tempat dia..

dipendekkan cerita,kami pi Marina bay (fantastic view on the night),

Sentosa island (which is really-really cool..damn awesome),

to vivo city and harbourfront (i shop a lot there...err...using DOLLARS.. which is quite expensive if we convert it into RM)..

p/s: dekat sana kami kena pasang bot sendiri..

gila la nak buat...mula2 terkedek2 x tau apa nak buat..

coach biar kami macam tu ja..x ajar apa2..

last2 buat muka tebal mintak tolong pak cik yang jaga boat house

pak cik misai (uncle Jas) and Atok..

aku daripada x tau nak pasang skru,x tau apa tu nuts,

cincin..terus reti pasang bot..

pasang rigger..macam mechanic..drpd amik masa setengah jam pasang bot,la ni 5 minit ja nk pasang..rasa mcm nk drop bio ja..

amik mechanical ..hahahahahah..

berbaloi trip ni sbb dapat blajar banyak benda..

belajar berdikari..lepas ni aku boleh pasang bot sendiri =)

ni ada gambar ckit..

aku x ingat benda ni nama apa..hehe..dekat marina bay..

at sentosa island

universal studio!!

casino

infront of a shop CANDYLICIOUS..nice candy tree

the crane show..amazing architecture

see..

one of the expensive hotel at marina bay

the merlion

night view at the marina bay

marina bay sands skypark..pretty right..

and lastly,inside the CANDYLICIOUS store..

depressed

2011-05-30T14:47:00.001+08:00

crying in silence and smile like nothing happened..

i'm having the worst nightmare ever =(

butterfly in the stomach

2011-05-30T13:10:00.000+08:00

i'm SCARED!!!

way too scared..nervous..and so on..

i'm scared for the asia cup competition that i'll attend from 1st june-5th june....

why i'm scared?

of cos i'm scared because this is my first time competing in other countries

Korea,Japan,hong kong,thailand,indonesia..they are way too good from us..

and Thailand is the winner for Olympic games if i'm not mistaken.. 

however,i will try my best..coach has put me in two events which is for double sculls and single sculls..

while others in my team will be in double sculls..coach, u really want to test my patience..

argh..nevermind..maybe he's putting a lot of hopes into me..that's making me really nervous..

i was quite lazy to pack things up..

i'll be going to s'gapore on the 1st June...SCARED!!!!

O' Allah,please give us the strength to fight..

patience to endure the pain we will going through..

and insyaallah,the strength to WIN..

FIRST TIME

2011-05-28T12:17:00.000+08:00

today we got training..

and for the first time in my life...

i got CAPSIZE into the lake........hahah..

memang basah lencun..telan air tasik brapa banyak..

nasib pandai berenang...macam mana boleh capsize??

haha..aku pun x tau..slalunya x pernah capsize..

possibilities besar sebab waves from other boat..

oh,lupa plak..skrg kan hari belia..byk bot police duk reherseal untuk hari belia ..

semalam ada helicopter atas air..tp waves dia x besar sangat.

ari ni sebab aku punya bot sebelah masjid..bot orang lain tengah2..

bila ada wave,org lain boleh survive lagi sbb waves tu x pantul balik kat depa..

aku punya bot sebelah masjid,jadi,kiri n kanan aku ada waves..

aku x dpt control bot..last2 terbalik!!!!!haha..syiok gila..

rasa fresh gila..nasib baik air tasik ari ni bersih gila!!seronok jatuh.

pastu ada rowers from german , Michael..dia sembang la ngan aku..dia tanya macam mana rasa jatuh??

haha..ok ja la..fresh!!haha..dalam bahasa inggeris la aku ckp..BM mana dia faham kan..

time da jatuh,kena naik balik atas bot la..susah gila nak naik balik..

rasa macam kena angkat badan sendiri naik atas bot!!yang penting ari ni best sgt2 sbb JATUH dalam tasik..

sbnrnya niat dalam hati mmg rasa macam nak mandi air tasik ari ni sbb penat gila2 rowing ari ni..

coach mmg push kami hard gila!!tangan aku penuh dengah lepuh..kena air mmg nk jerit la!!

tapi,aku x buat la bagi jatuh..aku jatuh pun atas sebab yg x disengajakan..

telan air mmg banyak la!!PENAT + SAKIT ...argh..esok ada lagi training yg mcm tu..

bir HARAM jadi halal

2011-05-28T12:01:00.002+08:00

Sumber :HERE

JOHOR BAHRU: Mengejutkan apabila ujian makmal yang dijalankan terhadap minuman yang popular sebagai `bir halal’ di kalangan pengguna Islam dikesan mengandungi alkohol pada kadar melebihi jumlah dibenarkan syariat.

Penemuan kandungan alkohol sebanyak 0.5 peratus itu terbongkar selepas pengguna yang meragui minuman itu membuat aduan kepada Jabatan Agama Johor (JAJ) dengan membawa sendiri ‘bir halal’ itu untuk dianalisis, seterusnya mendapatkan kepastian.

Menurut sumber, JAJ kemudian menghantar sampel minuman ke Jabatan Kimia untuk pengesahan dan hasil ujian makmal yang dijalankan mendapati bir halal diperbuat daripada pelbagai perisa buah-buahan itu mengandungi 0.5 peratus kandungan alkohol.

“Berikutan penemuan itu, JAJ memaklumkan kepada Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (Jakim) serta Jabatan Kastam Diraja Malaysia (KDRM) untuk tindakan selanjutnya.

“JAJ perlu memaklumkan penemuan itu kepada Jakim kerana difahamkan minuman itu menjadi kegemaran ramai dan selama ini dianggap halal. KDRM pula perlu mengambil tindakan lanjut kerana minuman itu diimport dari luar negara,” katanya.

Mufti Johor, Datuk Mohd Tahrir Samsudin (gambar) ketika mengulas perkembangan itu berkata, Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan memutuskan kandungan alkohol dalam makanan serta minuman yang dibenarkan syariat Islam ialah tidak melebihi 0.01 peratus.

“Makanan atau minuman disahkan halal jika terdapat kandungan alkohol tidak melebihi 0.01 peratus. Ulama bersepakat menetapkan jumlah alkohol dengan kuantiti itu kerana ia boleh terhasil dalam makanan dan minuman secara semula jadi.

“Kuantiti itu amat kecil dalam kebanyakan buah-buahan serta tumbuh-tumbuhan. Ia bukan najis dan boleh dimakan atau diminum umat Islam,” katanya.

Sementara itu, sumber Jakim berkata, kebanyakan pengguna Islam yang gemar minum minuman itu mungkin tidak menyangka kewujudan alkohol dalam minuman itu berikutan ia dikilang dan diimport dari negara Islam di Timur Tengah.

Menurutnya, tambah meyakinkan apabila label pada luar produk berkenaan tertera tulisan minuman itu bebas alkohol dan hadir dalam pelbagai jenis perisa buah-buahan.

“Ia mula popular sejak lebih setahun lalu di kalangan masyarakat apabila minuman botol itu mudah diperoleh di kedai runcit, restoran termasuk kafe pada harga antara RM3 hingga RM5 sebotol.

“Persoalan bagaimana alkohol ini wujud dalam minuman ‘halal’ berkenaan masih dalam siasatan berikutan ia berkemungkinan

di kilang di dalam bangunan sama dengan minuman keras,” katanya.

serabut serabut

2011-05-27T14:18:00.001+08:00

kepala tengah serabut ni!!

sakit gigi punya pasai..aiyah

i'm sorry i love you

2011-05-26T21:51:00.001+08:00

that was just a title of a drama that i like ^^

so,exam dah habis..

apa nak buat??hurm..plan punya plan..

sekali, coach leong kata ada training jumaat,sabtu n ahad.....

for god sake,can't we have a break..just for a day..

coach kata wajib!!nak buat macam mana..kelas tambahan pun kena tinggal ja la..

lagipun, competition rowing pun da dekat....terpaksa!!!

dah lama aku tak cukup tidur..boleh kata dekat 3 minggu dah aku tidur 2-3 jam ja..

so.......aku pun asyik selsema ja 2-3 minggu lepas..

kena angin malam mmg sejuk sgt2..teringat dekat tok & tok wan kalau ckp pasal sejuk..

i wish i can stay with them..i love them so much....

update blog pun aku da kurang..mungkin sbb busy..

busy training and studying for exam..

minggu depan dah cuti sekolah..

mungkin lagi kerap aku update blog..but,that's depends on the day..

just wishing to lead a happy life after this!!insyaallah..

2011-05-25T17:35:00.001+08:00

RUN balqis..

RUN as far as you can..

because you know that he's not gonna be yours....

RUN because you still have a long way to go...

RUN!!!

3 week

2011-05-23T15:58:00.001+08:00

it's been almost 3 week i've been doing some stupid test..

i mean,it's not stupid..but i'm the one who can't do the test..

it's midyear exam..which the result will be showed to our parents on the report card day..

apparently,it's not hard neither easy..

but,i don't know..at first the core subject was quite easy which mean can be answered..history, Islamic study, Malay,English and math was quite easy (i mean i can answer it.but not as easy as ABC)..

then when it comes to science subject,i feel like i jumping from Penang bridge...

>,< chemistry was really hard..my nerves is pulled together to answer the question..

but when it come to PHYSICS..my nerve is OKAY...............

unfortunately,my brain is going to EXPLODE.. yeah..right now 7 paper down..

and 3 to go..tasawwur,additional mathematic and biology..

wish me luck